I created this webpage to share some of my experiences as an Osteosarcoma (cancer) patient with others.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
I am treatable
Sunday, October 23, 2011
2nd, 2nd Opinion
I just wanted to give everyone a quick update. I'm feeling pretty good. My appetite is back and I'm eating everything I can. I'm getting stronger each day. This week, I was walking for the first time in about a month.
For the most part, I've been pain free. Recently had some pain in my side (ribs). I have some medicine that is helping but I plan talk to my doctor a stronger prescription.
I was recently able to visit my relatives on my mom's side of the family.Prior to this visit, I really didn't know when I was going to get to see them again. I had a great time. I hope I'm able to visit with them again soon.
Well, in the near future, I hope to get another opinion regarding my condition. I would like everyone to continue to pray for good news. For the last three weeks, I have had a real good feeling about the whole situation. I feel that I'm definitely in God's hands and that regardless of what the doctors say, I will be taken care of. I love my family and my friends and if there is a possibility where I can get healthy again, I definitely want to go for it. If that isn't the case though, I want to spend as much time with my family as possible.
I've really enjoyed being able to continue to work. When I'm working, being sick is the furthest thing from my mind, which is a great feeling. I really appreciate my coworkers' patience in allowing me to work in this capacity. I am blessed to work with such great people. I also wanted to tell my team members thanks for the gift last week and that you guys should be getting something from me this week ;) .
Thanks and God Bless,
Randy
P.S. - Thanks. Mrs. S. for the great brownies.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Leaving the door open
After a lot thought, research, and prayer, I decided to go on and get a second opinion from the facility in Texas. I am definitely content with being on Hospice as I am now. I was watching a sermon and the message prompted me to try and leave the door open for a miracle (not to say that a miracle can’t happen in other ways) . I have always believed that when you pray for something, you go after it with everything you have and then allow God to do the rest. That’s the way I’ve always operated. So I did some research and found that the facility in Texas has treated my cancer more than any other facility in the country. Before, I was solely wanted to go there because I heard they were the best. Now I know they are the most experienced with my cancer, whereas the previous facility I went to for a second opinion was less experienced with my type cancer. This way I know I went all out and consulted the best. Quality of life is very important to me. Unless this facility, is pretty confident that can get me back to where I’m cancer free, I will return home without further treatment. I do not want to undergo endless chemotherapy treatments, which will slowly deteriorate my body, for little to no gain. I have no problem coming back home and continuing Hospice and enjoying life with family and friends. I also will not undergo any experimental trials that risk shortening my life in any way.
Currently, the chemotherapy I just had, has left my body, my hair is growing back, and I’m currently able to eat regular foods again (though my taste buds are slightly off). I getting stronger every day. I’m happy. After I gain more weight and the rash on my face clears, I plan to visit with family and friends. Especially my friends at my job, I really miss them. I also would like to personally thank one of my mom's co-workers who has consistently and on an almost weekly basis made me some of best cookies I have ever tasted (for over a year now). I hope to be able to meet her soon.
Thanks everyone for your thoughts and prayers.